i hate gender!!!!!!! its so annoying and stupid it makes me wanna shoot myself in the face!!!! x__X i know i am nonbinary and i know i feel comfortable being masculine leaning, but i cannot find a name i like for the life of me!!!! ive been using the name vince with some people and online for a while, and while i like it, it just doesnt feel 100% right, its too masculine. i really want something completly unisex, but i cant find the right name :( its very frusterating. i dont feel like talking about it much with my therapist cuz shes a cishet women so..
i hope this stupid crisis ends soon 
shoutout to jacob if u see this i love u